i have lots of ideas for pictures and i’d like to get better at photography but it’s so hard fiding the perfect model, that one right person that will make everything perfect and make the right expression and the rigt pose… i need to find my muse haha
so apparently i have the best grades in my class i cannot express how happy i am that my work paid off, i have an actual chance of getting in a public art school !
started looking up in details the conditions to enter the art schools i want to get in, let me cry… there’s no way i’ll be good enough to get into a public school
there are days like this where the need of affection, of feeling loved is undying and almost unbearable. i want a boyfriend umpf
So I woke half naked and apparently I undressed in my sleep idk how that happened ????? It’s kinda weird. last night I found most of what was on my nightstand on the floor and the night before it was myself whom I found halfway on the floor. my sleep must be very agitated though for myself to manage to remove my sweater unconsciously
while i’m at it i’m going to rant about something that happened during OGS and that really made me angry
i’ve just seen the pic sungjong posted on twitter at place de la concorde and thinking i was there kind of make me upset, i can’t shake off that feeling of sadness, knowing i missed sungjong by just that much really upsets me, i feel like the world was against me this week end.
btw i’m sorry to all my followers my blog will return to normal in a few days with pretty pictures and stuff
if sungjong still has pink hair when they come over i think i’m going to loose myself like idk what i’ll do but my feels will be too much for me to handle
honestly just seeing sungjong in real life is too much for me to handle
i just… UGH IM GOING TO FUCKING SEE BB CAKE FOR REAL I cANT FUCKING REALIZE LIKE PW<OGh mqporhqsnlblmhhtihj )RKPQMNH K SRGKJPOGTKFM .FM% B
i’m trying to write letters for infinite but i know like 3 words in korean so obviously i’m failing miserably at it
google isn’t translating what i’m trying to say i’m sure of that
if only they understood english things would be muuuch easier
i shoud just give up and draw something for them instead